This youtube thing is really learning by doing for me at this point, and I'm definitely not there yet.. I'm not happy with anything I do these days, but I've got to stop overthinking and not take everything I do so seriously! It's scary to post things you're not happy with, and when you feel like sh*t it's even worse, BUT sooo freeing (is that a word? Liberating then) when you finally just let go and do it anyway. So, I've made a deal with my self- even though I hate everything, I'm gonna post it anyways, like this video today- still learning, and figuring out what I want with my channel so hang in there!!